Short little logs!

News! 24年8月30日 6:33pm

I'm back and I have moss! I went to the forest and got some moss to grow at home. I made a page about it and you can access it from here

Saw this and nearly crapped my pants! 24年8月26日 3:44pm

I spotted some pretty cool moss outside!

I never really told anyone and I never will directly. But I like moss. I don't know why, I think they're really cool, and I can imagine whatever all the stuff thats in there. I also like how fluffy they are, and Its just like a cool little pile of herb. I can't wait until one day, I can grow my very own moss at home.

24年8月25日 10:32pm Today is the day I finish making this page. I'm so tired(´･ ω ･` )I'm still sick. I sound so weird and I don't like it. I'm worried i'm gonna be like this for the next few weeks... I hope not. I feel so weird all the time and its hard to go socialize looking and sounding like this. I seriously want to stay home and get better quickly and drink cold water because I don't like going anywhere like this.

24年8月14日 1:50am I can't sleep at all, tomorrow I'm going on a trip! I'm starting to feel really sick. But I don't have a temputure so it should be ok!

I don't know why but Ive been feeling really tired all the time. I can't tell exactly why, but I am assuming it's all from school. I wish I could just stay home (without the loud people) and just take a walk or something and draw, because I think its real unfair. School is fun sometimes, but making me wake up in the morning just to do something I don't want to do, 5 times a week is so insane! Its making me feel like my life has no purpose, because I could be doing something really cool rn and instead I just sit and do what people tell me to do.

24年8月9日 1:39pm What the hell. I am so pissed.

24年7月29日 9:44pm I'm having fun hanging out with my computer!(´・ω・｀)

I love these sweet little guys lmao. I found them on a Japanese website that had a bunch of facial reaction things, that I think that are for websites (I can't think of anywhere else you could possibly use them at.) I don't really know what they are called but that face on the cat is called a shobon kaomoji, so i'm guessing its something like a "shobon neko" or something? Anyways I love them so much and I find them kinda nostalgic becuse I used to always see these everywhere like a decade ago lol. I still can't believe that 10 years ago was like 2014! Almost 2015. I remember 10 years ago being like 1876. Anyways, I'm glad that I decided to spend more time on my computer than my phone, because I think the things i do here are more productive.（´・ω・`）ｼｮﾎﾞｰﾝ

Flipping fridays!!!!1! 24年7月26日 4:44pm

I found a really big dandelion. I'm kinda tired from school. I don't really look forward to fridays anymore, theres just nothing good about them except for the fact that you don't need go to school the next 2 days. I lost every happiness I used to get from when it was friday. I remember used to have my favorite lessons on friday, and I could even get some mcdonalds if i was feeling extra happy. Also, I think a part on why people like fridays is because its a day where you feel rewarded for everything you did on the week. But I lost that feeling. I don't feel happy about my week and I dont feel rewarded and I don't feel completed. I hope this gets better, because having a non-exciting friday that you can't look forward to, I think is very sad.

24年7月20日 6:09am I had a dream again!

24年7月8日 7:44pm Today wan't too bad ehh. And I know this is really late but happy july! I made some mochi today at home and I liked it. Im kinda surprised that It actually looks pretty good like the store-bought ones. And i think it tastes really gud!!

24年6月10日 8:28pm Found cool flowers with my pal! I also found a lady bug t oday. Its an orange one, and I found it because I know a bush that has them. Theres a ladybug family that lives there. Also, recently I bought a spicific ice cream from an specific ice cream brand, that i like, and i enjoyed it. I'm kinda having fun rn. I don't really like having too much fun because i think thats exhausting. Having a good amount of fun everyday and having a good amount of calm everyday is what i want, and it's hard.

24年6月2日 12:32pm How the hell am I sick again???!?!?!??! IM SO CONFUSED. (´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)(´･ω･｀)and my thing is now glitching!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

24年5月4日 4:49pm Went out with 3 of my friends today! Also, I went to the park to take a long walk a few days ago. I don't feel fulfilled from it though. I just want to feel refreshed and enjoy quiet time, I want to have some sort of event that seperates my days between the old one and a new one. I don't feel like everyday is a fresh new day and it feels fake and unreal. Like a dream. Now I feel like everything is just looping and everyday feels the same. I've had Derealization for years, I'm trying to get rid of it. Maybe just being happy and having a quiet and relaxing time is the best way to cure.

24年3月24日 4:49pm I made some pudding~